My baby fever persists. Of course I have no business having another child. And I won t for all you readers out there. I can t say that I don t think about it.
With that being said I have not knowingly talked about this with or in front of Liam. I simply showed him a picture of a friend of ours baby on FB. She just had him and I was asking Liam if he thought the lil guy was cute. He said oh yah mom maybe you will get to have another baby one day. What a sweetie!!! He is a little man that knows more about me than most. Or is just not afraid to vocalize it. He believes in me and my dreams. Whether they come true or not I hope to not forget how he made me feel in this moment.
I know I m not equipped for another one and will most definitely hold back. But it gives me hope and joy to talk as if it s a good idea.
Don t get me wrong though. I don t think I could go through it again and go through all the stuff that comes with. I m so happy to have a smart well adjusted little boy. I hate that the human race in general wants more as a rule especially me but where would we be if we didn't?
