More time.

Looking at a picture of my babe when he was a baby.   I think to myself  I don t deserve him and how lucky I am to have him.   One comforting thought I ve figured out I DON T want more.    I just want more time with what I ve got.   All of these days are fleeting.   I believe I ve figured out the reason that God made me wait so long.     It s so I will count every precious second I have with him while he s still a baby. Believe me I m obsessive about it.   I realize it s so I ll pray to have the strength to make sure it only gets better from here. If it doesn't t get better I m not praying enough.   In such case I would re group.  I would build my strength back up to be positive that everything would get better for the miracle of my life Liam W Patten.